想起你，我流泪了。。。

突然独自坐在电脑前，眼泪哗啦啦的。。

怎么了？

家里每个角落都留着我们的回忆。。。

难道要造一个简简单单的伴侣，拥有简简单单的爱情有那么难吗？

告诉自己会忘记你的，可是心里一直都有你的存在。。

在外头告诉他人，我不会再理你了。。

可是为什么每天要信息你才会心安呢？

太多疑问了。。。。。。。？？？？？

唉。。。。！！！！

心酸

我不知道！！

分了一个月了，心里怎么还是一样酸呢？

到底我心里还在想什么？

难道那么难吗？

心里留下了深深的疤痕，何时这道疤痕才能康复呢？

没人可以知道我心里这道疤痕是有多深。。

现在的你再也不信息我，不关心我

还记得以前的你

我已提起分手你都会留眼泪

说不想，可是现在都不一样了。。

我真的还放不下一切，真的。。

有人告诉我

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。。

可是我能做到吗？

我希望的只是简单的幸福，这样都很难吗。。？？

‎"Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful."

As my title falling love is awfully simple

when we fall in love with someone is really a easy task

but when comes to ended up a relationship it is simply awful.

Before this I really never being serious when i fall in love with someone,

it just because envy of others then only look for a partner

But u are the first person who let me trust of true love

Hmm, but finally it ends up with disappointed and frustrated

I try my best to be a good partner but I failed...

But why?? I never know, because you never let me know about it .

no one was perfect in this world, u must understand this sentence

but everyone can try their best to change their attitude.

Of course, both sure have different opinion, different thinking

but why not we share our thinking and our opinion

and for what I always angry of u and always scold you

do you ever think of that.

If time you being with me, you never change your attitude means you not enough love me yet

Seriously, you still far to be people's partner

But you never realize it

You just think that you never

what you did all is true

Dont ever have this kind of thinking guys

AWAKE PLEASE...!!!!

End of dengue love

how hurts am I when i know that it is a reality that we are ended..

we start to recognise each other when i was in my college life,

i was gave him all mine modules to him as he was mine junior at that time.

i can still remember vividly when i was in semester 5, our classroom just near to each other

i was in kitchen and u was in housekeeping class

2 weeks i didn't saw u went to class, i'm curious

i try to msg u and ask what happened on u

and you tell me that u was feeling unwell

im going to visit u early in the morning on the next day and brought u a glucose drink.

After a week u still cant recover from your sick, after my kitchen class

i bring u to hospital even im tired, even tomorrow i have geography quiz

i never think of all those tired and mu quiz.

u was being hospitalized for 4 days, how hurts am I when i saw those needlesss..!!

29th of june, start of our love story..

after a week i was fall in sick, u was take care of me 4 a night

u bring me to clinic and doctor ask me to get an injection.

we do our best for our assignments, quizzes and tests

you was the 1 who always push me to study when i have quiz and test

and even my hardest and tired semester i had go through.

our semester break,

i was crying inside the bus while on the way back to my hometown

how idiot i am?? im suppose to be very very happy to meet up my family

but because of you.......

start of my last semester and your internship

our problem start from this part

we are far to each other, we have distance problem

sometime when i was tired, i was had problems with friends around me

i will miss of him, i hope he to beside me and cheer me up

again and again, i always ask him to meet me

sometimes coz he dun wan come to meet me i even angry he

im so sorry about this.

finally,

i had done my final semester successfully and he was coming to jb to meet me

before done my final exam he cook for me, he wash my clothes for me, he hang my clothes

even help me to clean my home, i was touched...

semester break he was going back to his hometown

after a month he was visit to my house

happy, i can meet he for 1 month....

but i had promise he tat i will borrow him my laptop for his last semester

but a week before class re-open i refused to borrow he, because i need it for my future job

my resume my result all inside my laptop.

the week when i went to singapore with my college's friends

the way he talk to me is very different

i ask him why??

and he answer me, all is because of me

im not accompany him when he was at my home.

have you know that

when we together you never gave me any present??

even my birthday??

valentines day??

did I say anything??

how come i need to accompany u 24 hours when u was at my home

do you ever think that what my family mind set??

sorry if there is some shortage from me,

but u never let me know

how could I change it guy??

Lots of things u still dunno guy,

i hope that u could change ur attitude..

broke up with you not because im not love you anymore..

its because im love you so much.

thanks for being with me for almost a year.